How could I ?

I wonder, 

how could

the trees are not going cold

by the very morning rain

and how

they never get tired and mad

by place that they can't move yet

and they

fucking stuck in one place only

I wonder how

human can think so much things 

with no realizing 

what is thinking ?

I wonder why I could remember

lot of songs with uncountable note

I wonder how rain just pour down

by million and billion lil'water

come to the ground

dissappearing

and I wonder how

human can answer my stupid questions ?

but,

how could not I accept every single words

as it answer

as the most I wondering about.

huh ???

reckless in a fantasy

I do not know why, I

screaming out in a very long way

see and saw by a thousand bright lights

realized that I've been moving so far, I was

tragic

terrible

magic ?

things were done

trying to heal a painful scars

by the time,you

 would know who's your friends are

throw many get some

here Fay said that she love to geotouring

and I living on my fantasy

get dizzy bussy about all this stuff

movie has just inspiring me to write a story

once it's not about me