We ever had

its a long way

things that we'll never get

time that soon we'll forget

stood facing the death

we've been giving up in time

pierce and break through

in this oldy bed I smell

the arms that held my weak body

for almost century

the song of old music on

reminds me a day on 1960

a couple of blue paper fly

and a bottle of promises we made flew

fade away

It's no longer soon

Things we ever had

Moments we could ever kept

And the live we've been living

Stay in our hopes and the dreams of us

She said

,

Never looking at me in that way again.

No, please don't!

I'm a tinny kite

Living with fragile heart

No matter what people talk me about

Mine is cold freezing 

For a girl who's trying to live her 19th

So please,

Don't look at me in that way,

again.

Cuz I know in the edge of time

Throwing out destiny and fate

You'll leave me anyway.

?

Took a chance

Took a chance

Walk me in

Windy night

Sound like stream

You’re not what you said,

Like a thing like something 

But I like you

Until the day come

When I can’t even look into you

Gonna move

Leaving you

I don’t change any rules

You do ruin then lose

Soon you’ll be vanish

Heart break is ready to stand for fight

And you stay for love

Still

Catch me up

Reach my hand and promise 

you’ll fix it

The heart you’ve been crash with

Whispering at my ear

But all you did 

You made me tear

How could I ?

I wonder, 

how could

the trees are not going cold

by the very morning rain

and how

they never get tired and mad

by place that they can't move yet

and they

fucking stuck in one place only

I wonder how

human can think so much things 

with no realizing 

what is thinking ?

I wonder why I could remember

lot of songs with uncountable note

I wonder how rain just pour down

by million and billion lil'water

come to the ground

dissappearing

and I wonder how

human can answer my stupid questions ?

but,

how could not I accept every single words

as it answer

as the most I wondering about.

huh ???

reckless in a fantasy

I do not know why, I

screaming out in a very long way

see and saw by a thousand bright lights

realized that I've been moving so far, I was

tragic

terrible

magic ?

things were done

trying to heal a painful scars

by the time,you

 would know who's your friends are

throw many get some

here Fay said that she love to geotouring

and I living on my fantasy

get dizzy bussy about all this stuff

movie has just inspiring me to write a story

once it's not about me

Loving you

love you
hurts me a lot
deny it
gets me cruel
and you use your joke and words
so I keeping me inside
this faking smile
this bad mask
being cold but burning
and you looking at this tiny eye
inside this fragile heart
I know
I was too afraid to told you this
things that I should telling for
makes you wait too long
till the chance bored at me anyway
like I lose you when the dawn come
and it disappear in the way home
are you trying so hard all these days?
to make me comfort beside you
sitting right by my side
try to make a chat
but I cut it offcall my name
but I ignore
try to play some fun
but I get mad
and act so bad
just if you were ...
sorry,
I'm sorry.

love you,
mend my heart
deny it ?
I'm giving up
so I'll keep you inside
till my heart strong
to moving on

All Just Like A Song

They said that better for me to let the past go

And take my step forward without too much look back

I know everything I got it will always go, somehow

But lose your face

To lose your voice

I don’t know how to let you know

Once in a while, You took my hand

Told me that all was beautiful and you got me smile

World just like a travel time, you said

And I still couldn’t get your words

But all the things you told, It seems so clear

Remains in every space

I can’t take you back

And you’ll never get me back

Nothing left to us get it right

You took your little eyes on me

Make sure like I was the one you need

It almost dark and you got me by yourself

I could feel your breath and you felt my beat

All the shadows scare me while you still sorry had left me

You drive me home,

But that’s just my fantasy

Realized all just like a song

And song is just like it all

Out of the song

You just get the glance on me

The things you need was not me

When the dark came I was lonely behind the window

And heard nothing

And I was home

Tried to make a song